There goes the girl that haunts the lighthouse

Sometimes, living a life dedicated to annorexia can be lonely. Most of the time I am able to distract myself with plenty of different projects, but every so often,  just want to talk to friends and relate. I will never relate.

They always want to go “out to eat”, but I would never put myself in that situation. It’s kind of ironic, because when I WAS eating, I was waiting by the phone constantly for a friend to call. Not because I wanted to eat, but because I didn’t know what to do with myself.

I am much  happier with myself no though. I have something that they don’t. OODLES of self control, and I’m proud.

Interesting fact: You lose about 77 calories per hour while you’re sleeping.

hm, if you sleep for 100 hours, you can lose 2 pounds!

Sometimes, living a life dedicated to annorexia can be lonely. Most of the time I am able to distract myself with plenty of different projects, but every so often,  just want to talk to friends and relate. I will never relate.

They always want to go “out to eat”, but I would never put myself in that situation. It’s kind of ironic, because when I WAS eating, I was waiting by the phone constantly for a friend to call. Not because I wanted to eat, but because I didn’t know what to do with myself.

I am much  happier with myself no though. I have something that they don’t. OODLES of self control, and I’m proud.

Interesting fact: You lose about 77 calories per hour while you’re sleeping.

hm, if you sleep for 100 hours, you can lose 2 pounds!

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